Okay, so i come home after school. The first thing I do is turning on my computer and start watching stuffs. I promise myself that im going to watch only for an hour. Hour goes by, and i say to myself, “another hour wouldn’t be so bad,” so i keep on watching. After im done, i turn to my clock and say, “Oh shoot. I’m dead.” DARN.
“When we were little, life worked perfectly. No matter what happened, everything turned out alright in the end. Scraped knees, canceled play dates, dropped ice cream cones— we would cry for a short time, but by the end of the day, everything would be perfect. And now as we’ve grown older, we’ve…
“I asked for STRENGTH & God gave me DIFFICULTIES.
I asked for WISDOM & God gave me PROBLEMS.
I asked for COURAGE & God gave me DANGER.
I asked for LOVE & God gave me people who BROKE MY HEART.
I asked for FAVORS & God gave me OPPORTUNITIES.
…I received NOTHING I wanted, but received EVERYTHING I needed to help me find the things I wanted MYSELF.”—(via lmei)
So hard. I don’t get it. Why is there such a thing… I thought we would okay without it. Why does it have to come, WHY? I feel like, i have no answer to the problem. I don’t know what to do. I just wonder what it would lead us to. I AM LOST.